marisa… Feeling The nature of Me…

                I found your smile beyond my imagination…. i’ve trapped in this place… so boring… but not that day… the day i found your smile…. made my heart pops again… eventhough thinking of you and me was just an imposibble relationship… i’m glad… just glad to see your smile… thinking of you made my day so bright… eventhough it was impossibble for us… and i dont know if you know my feeling… i have a crush on you…  maybe you will laught till heaven can hear your voice…. o… my dear God… i’m so afraid that this feeling will grow bigger and bigger…. so afraid that he’ll  find  my sily thought….  He’s just a simple man…., and i know… that we can only be a sibling…. i just wanna tell him… i like the way he smile…. so Narsist…but i miss it! 

My step through this time makes me wonder, I’m standing in this moment with a plain heart… all of memories have disappeared in a single moment… crashed and burnt… it has turned my world 180 degrees… keeping this tears and never let it flow again…. keeping this lonely inside the box… it called pandora box…. miseries box… but thanks GOD there’ s a hope inside the BOX… inside me….

I dont wanna life in the past, i ‘ve always haunted by the past…. i cant fulfill my promise… i’m so sorry to do that… but reality seems to be cruel and the destiny is not far from reality…..

I keep walk…. i dont wannabe the shadow… i just wannabe the sun….